Flashbacks Lyrics

I had a flashback so I sit and think more

Realized that I've met funny people

Not the ones when you meeting making cold joke

But the ones who got fangs and they don't show

They acting calm den one dey they go loco

Ask em do the understand they say un poco

Now your sitting by yourself when you go home

Then depression pull up on you by the boat load

Man who's this guy making songs but he grow slow

Keeping on telling us these things like we don't know

He found his purpose not the path so he don't go

To the right place but that's just what he thinks tho

The problem is that he never made it to the door

Every time he get close he gets backed up more

Cause his doubts and mind make him unsure

So he don't get help he just drifting of course

Yeah I gotta change my mindset

Matter of fact I gotta go change my climate

Cause the people that you hang around

Determine who you'll be it's like a sickness you ain't shaking off

My momma said keep on trying

Cause My legacy never dying

I got this gift that God I will peak whenever the times set

Who are you to tell me what I can and cannot be

I was made but one and to him I will live faithfully

I am not perfect but one day I can go live with heem

Lol he'll help me so I can finally be free

Looking at my past you prolly think I couldn't do this thing

Every time there's something good there's something else that's keeping me

From showing a smile

Sometimes I think it's make believe

I don't understand why it happens but I'll just wait and see

I told lil mama that I really need some more space

No way don't listen to whatever them girls say

Most times they saying things that silly

Most times the ugly spirits come when the faces are pretty

Now I'm steadily staying busy

Moving around da city

If that lady really want me then she is gone show me

Then baby can come and get me

To my ex girl I gotta get away from you

Cause you're making it difficult

How did I make it miserable

When you said your lies I said "here we go"

But ya momma was always there for me

I noticed that woman cared for me

It's crazy cause what she said to me

Apologized cause you weren't there for me

Always passing a judgment

When in reality you the one that we should be judging

We all know you're fake that's the end of the discussion

What I want from you really nothing

To the new one I can't be yo man cause I'm heartless

I think I'm living in some darkness

You set yourself part from me cause I'm from da partments

I had a flashback so I sit and think more

All the times that I kept letting people

Run my life while they laughing making cold jokes

Now Dey gone and I'm happy I can go home

With a smile cause I'm free and I'm so calm

Got this cold front but I'm standing still warm

I realized I'm a king now I grow more

Tryna work and get dis money by da boat load

I gotta fly so I get high and then soar

Write my own songs I don't need a pen ghost

Hop on the ride and I'll show you where I been tho

But do not cry when I finish saying oh no

They asking me what I'm in it for

It's crazy how you still don't know

I thank the lord cause I'm still living reaching my goals