alarm clock Lyrics

I bet you wouldn't think I think of dying all the time, and I'm trying to stop, but the more I push the more it comes back to mind

I love you so fucking much

But that doesn't, no it doesn't have a part in this, only why it's not been done already

Is it losing its grasp? Or is that me

It's all spinning too fast, it's time to be worried

I bet you wouldn't bet I want to change as bad as I do

But I'd bet you even more you don't think bout that shit at all

What do you think about when I wake you, crying

Do you just wish you could shut me up like the alarm clock

I've been thinking quite a bit about just pulling out the cord

Cause that clock can't wake you up if it is not even turned on

Been having this dream - blank white walls turned into canvases - stroking with a blade - oh look at all of this free red paint

Oh It's time to be worried, baby