flowers Lyrics

If you were sick and dying in a hospital

I'd have come to visit you

I'd have made you a card, brought you flowers

'Cause that's something that I'd learn to do

But I was never taught how to help you stay alive

What words can combat "I'd just love you die"

Didn't think you'd have much time left

Yeah I knew you didn't have a fight left

But I didn't think you'd want to say goodbye to me

When you did I felt so small

I receded and pleaded with myself-

That this wasn't happening

That you wouldn't follow through

And this wouldn't fall on me oh

But fuck man, i feel so guilty

It's falling down on me

It's falling down on me because-

I knew, yeah you told me straight what you wanted

And if i'm honest with you man

No- if i'm honest with me man oh i was

Jealous that you could be so free

You got off easy man

Yeah you got off easy

And it scares me

That i could too, that i would to, that id want to

Be as free, as free as you, as free as you oh as dead as you oh as dead as you