Room of White Lyrics

I used to fear death

Hearing voices

Seeing some figures

Shadows around my room

I was here last night

Open the insides

I still hear that chainsaw

Cutting my stomach

Putting something within the womb

I used to be fluid

Seed of a demon for a transfer

I used to be human

I used to be

No, I think they know my name

I used to fear death

I made friends with him

Then become a synonym

For the word is SMRT

He was the reaper

It was my time to transform to the other side

Bleed out, I was a disappointment

Had the baby with the devil

Screaming while my papa uses his chainsaw to cut me

I am a sinner

I need no cross

I am no Jesus

Die, hallucinate, just to become someone else

I used to fear death

They'll keep me here in the room of white

Going fucking crazy I just might

Find another way to use my bedsheets

Stare into the mirror for hours

Rip out my hair to prove that it was real

Rip out my hair to prove that it was real

Darken eyes, punch myself, black and blue

Lay down to meet him

No, I lay down to end it

I've been such a good boy today

Lay down to meet him

No, I lay down to end it

I've been such a good boy today