Letters Lyrics

Sit the fuck back sit the fuck down

This is not about you this is about me

Don't you see, don't you see

I'm writing my own story

I had to take a step back from the black

And grab life so I don't collapse, collapse

Put my feet back on the ground

Where I feel safe

You hear my sound around up and down

My own enemy is me that is how I get the energy to write

Not fight maybe one day I will take flight

I don't write to write

I write to get out of my head and put my demons to bed

Hoping they will rest

I wear my heart with a bullet proof vest

With a X on my chest

I open my heart but there is nothing left, nothing left

But my best nothing less, nothing less

Don't you see I put my all into this shit

You fucking disgrace me for not making a hit

I know I'm ah piece of shit, piece of shit

It's sad I can't make a song without someone hatting it

I can't make a song without someone hatting it

It's sad I still have all of these burdens on my chest

I do my best to put them to rest

Lock them in a chest an throw away the key

I have given up on so many things in my life

One of those being myself

I want my mom to be proud of me

But that can't be you see

I'm running from the Pain

I'm running from the Hurt

I'm running from the Rain

I'm running from the Worst

I'm running from the Heat

I'm running from the Curse

I'm running from me, I'm running from me

I need to stop spending my whole life running

I do my best to not regret

For me to get better I had to write some letters

I wrote a letter about the Hurt

About the Pain

About the Black

About the Crash

About the Fake

About the Hate

I wrote a letter to Track

To my Mom

To my Dad

To Mason

To Sydney

To my mother fuckin' Family

Dear Evan I promise I will always have your back

I will always be your home

Look how much you've grown all alone

Even in the dark the devil will tear you apart

To start give your heart to God

Sincerely, Evan