Crash Lyrics

I've spent the whole album talking about the crash

It's time to tell y'all what happened

That night was the lowest I've ever been

Mason, Will, Landon, Sydney

Y'all were all there that night I tried to end me

Here's my mother fuckin' story ah

Remember the night of the Halloween party

Remember the night of the Halloween party

Remember the night of the Halloween party

Remember the night of the Halloween party

Yeah Yeah

I tried to die comet suicide

Took a whole bottle of pills pills

Wanted to get sober gettin' older

Showing y'all how I feel feel

I was so happy I got Sydney

I wanted to die still still

Y'all never knew what the fuck I was going through I was so blue in the face face

Waitin' for the pills to kick in

I started hidin'

I hid in my car

I hid in the yard

I wasn't gonna go far

Tick tock there goes my clock

My time is running out

I need to move quick feelin' sick

What did I do I don't wanna die

To my moms room so I can cry

What the hell

Do I prevail

What's that smell

Is it Death

When will I take my last breath

I'm getting sleepy my eyes are getting heavier

Who is that knocking at the door

Please be my mom

Don't be the reaper

Don't be the reaper

Don't be the reaper

Don't be the reaper

Oh my God it's Sydney

Please help me God please help me

I'm slowly dying

I can barely breath

I can barely see

I can finally be free

I'm tired time to close my eyes and see

I wake up Syd's holding my head

Did I die

Was I dead

All of a sudden I look around the room Will, Landon, Mason, Brennon are in the room

They ask me if I'm ok

I get up and I walk away

I'm so dizzy I can barely walk straight

I'm falling down my head hits the ground

I look around

There's no one around

Then I hear a sound

Someone tells me to go outside so I try

So I try to go outside

I get outside and I fall down

I pry to God to please heal me from the sin I just committed

My body fills with up with darkness

My heart starts to beat slow

My life flashes right before me

Black starts to fill me

My body starts giving up on me

I throw up I throw up all the pills

How could this be they are still in one piece

God lookin' over me

He did not want me to die no matter how many times I tried

How could my life go from this to that so fast

God you saved my life

God you saved my life

I walk back to the room like nothing happened

Everyone asked me if I was ok

I said yeah I'm fine I promise I'm fine

Yeah I lied

I just tried to comet suicide suicide