Mistakes Lyrics

I make mistakes everyday

Wont change how I am

Guess its fate in a way, cant wait

Each days a new heartbreak

Heartache heart pains

Tough luck my heart weighs

Down like a ton

Mind's on the run

Got to face up the front

Act calm like you want me to be

How you want me to seem

What you want me to do

Be the best thing for you

But the worst thing for me

I cant keep waiting on dreams

What a waste now I see

How she baits what it means

What she had me believe

Wound tight in a weave

Wound tight let me breathe

Where's the mic let me speak

It's mad late in the night

And I'm siting up writing

Fillin up silence

Otherwise I'd be sitting here thinkin

Thinkin she'd like this

Why did I write this

Cant keep it inside like a virus

Sick tryna spite this

I'm just tryin, wishin believing

Playing with demons, plaguing my evenings

Days feel cold, like I'm numb to the pain now

Cloud up my brain

Pulled on a zed now

Eyes so red ask how, I don't smoke weed

I think you know me

I wear my heart on my sleeve

Now it's cut up to piece

Hanging on by a thread, so you know why I'll leave

Go down underground, try escape where's the exit

I need to check on myself shit

Whole worlds getting suffocatin

Losin patience all of the fakin

Take all my time

And never give so blatant

Got me tempted to say this

Next day, nothings changed

Still the same heartaches

Same old face, put a smile on display

Act calm in a blaze, bring me back to the haze

Back to the snakes, games getting played

Trust so faded, my hearts so jaded

Past all the pain, so I thought

That was basic

Now I'm in her palm

Spun around every day shit

Strung about I cant take it

That's alright I been writin

Silence resides when I think I'm doin fine and

Sit get complacent start wastin time in

Spite of the pain

It's how I keep climbin

Flows on a ride like the pitch fader slidin

Mix up the track, got to switch up the rhymin

I'm really tryin, to make something I've been

Wanting to shine for a while, digging diamond

Gems from the crates, inspiration from tapes

Really set in my ways, know its best spend my days

In the zone just create

Even though that's the space

Where I'm all on my own

Even then it feels great

Even then in that place

All my feelings set free

All my demons at peace

When I'm makin this beat

Stay here with me, there's a lot more to see

I want to show the whole world what this means

How I stay clean

Stay focused and cope with each day breathe

No weed, no need, as of lately

More like a few years, I escaped g

Saved me, but still I gotta maintain peace

Cause

Whole worlds gettin suffocatin

Losin patience all of the fakin

Take all my time

And never give so blatant

Got me tempted to say these