Beginning Lyrics

Thinkin back to the beginning

How I used to play the villain

Lovin what I'm spinnin, now Ive got it in my system

Trust in my heart hope I last and go the distance

This ain't like some drugs

Had enough, all the fuck ups

Buck up, life's like a game

You can change up

Change paths

Had to release, get it out there

I know a few care, made the moves now its so clear

Dropped all my beats, got too much weight to carry me

On to the next

Stay creatin, stay happy

Keep it known from what I'm makin,

Feelin that I'm chasin

Sucker for the highs

Long enough, I know the fake shit

Ain't got the time or the mind, I replaced it

Long long time been without, now I made it

Out of the matrix, they want you enslaved in

Easy to make you complacent, vacant

Regardless I'm stayin, out of the way

Nothing that I rate and I can't see change

Just want mad eyes to see, wakin up to this blatant

World's built on hatred, I've got to escape it

Sometimes I feel weight

Like am I the only one

But I know that's a front

There's mad minds in the cut

Want to speak on it more

Always writing some more

Bringin tags with the 4 c e

Always makin the beats

Bringing out all of these

Kinda bleed out, I speak loud

Can't change what I am, I explained

Deep down I'm the same

But I changed up how

What I use what I do

Stuff to make me improve

If I make it will you

Hear my style and change too

Know my patience is through

I ain't waitin it's too long

Lost in the throbs

Only one mind can move on

One mind can take all the time, see it's all gone

Mad how the years slip by, I can do more

Lifetime of writin, producin, like this

Made my own path, didn't like what you provided

Sometimes I need a break

I feel calm in the silence

Might be the beats

Might be the writing

No matter what

Gotta keep providin