i didn't mean it but i really wanted to. Lyrics

I hate the I hate the way you lie

And then you insist that you'll be fine

I haven't seen you in a while

I've known you for a very very long tI'me

And I hate you I crave you

You didn't have to scream that

At the top of your lungs babe you don't mean that

And I don't know what just happened I need a recap

I'm sorry baby I didn't want you to be sad

I don't mean that

And if you don't mind me asking

What the fuck just happened

It's a story very tragic

So why the fuck you laughing

It feels like we're a thousand miles away

I'm sorry I'm not excited yeah

I've been feeling down today

You tell me that I'm special to you

Then why the fuck am I not in your room

I'm sorry if my language comes off crude

It's cliche but I am not some other dude

How rude

You leave me

You trick me you deceive me

I don't understand your reasons

You didn't have to insist that you'll be fine

Baby I really hate when you cry

I've known you for a very very long tI'me

And I hate you I crave you

It's like I just want you dead dead dead

Get out of my head head head

If you don't wanna talk that's fine

But don't leave me on read read fuck

You didn't have to scream that

At the top of your lungs babe you don't mean that

And I don't know what just happened I need a recap

I'm sorry baby I didn't want you to be sad

I don't mean that

And if you don't mind me asking

What the fuck just happened

It's a story very tragic

So why the fuck you laughing

It feels like we're a thousand miles away

I'm sorry I'm not excited yeah

I've been feeling down today