while anchorage sleeps Lyrics

I'll waste a hundred hours, I'll tell a hundred lies

If it meant that we could be together and could make good time

I'd lift a hundred tons, I'd live a hundred lives

If I could figure out what goes on in your pretty mind

I'd wait until I died, I'd scream until I cried

I'd waste my voice on telling the world the look of your eyes

I'd look until I'd find, I'd run until I hide

I'd live until I find a way to safely express what I write

I was always wrong, you were right

I was always wanting to fight

I was always living my life but you can't take me as I am

What the fuck can I say I am

Having thoughts people don't understand

Screaming till I'm sore

God damn

I've tried, I've tried, I've tried

I've lived a thousand lives

I'm just a kid but I fight, I fight, I fight, I fight

I cry, I cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

What else can I do at night

When no one's there and no voices can tell me what is right

And right, I can't just fight

Every hell seems so insightful

The things I told myself that I would trust before

All of the things I adore

Piling up on my floor

Notebooks and pens on the ground

But I can't find a word to write

I was always wrong, you were right

I was always wanting to fight

I was always living my life but you can't take me as I am

What the fuck can I say I am

Having thoughts people don't understand

Screaming till I'm sore

God damn