Hiding ft. AYECHRIS Lyrics

Hiding from a world of hate I rest

Pain caresses my body as I cry for help

Dark forces surround as they emerge out from the depths of hell

Bleeding as I contemplate my death

I have been devoid of sex, no identity

I do not feel a thing towards a soul

Don't believe that I am human, am not real, don't feel myself at all

I've been losing grip on life and its waking reality

Thoughts beyond moral acceptance, I've truly lost my sanity

Why is everything is black, none will ever hurt my soul again

All hope is lost, death to everyone and everything

I can't help myself but see the world throughout these broken eyes

Worlds deep inside me, I can see through all your hidden lies

Late at night awake, turn and toss as I regret

All my decisions of torment, left me haunted, now I wish to die

I can't help myself but see the world throughout this broken mind

Everything I do is wrong by default all my fucking life

Dead at night, in a trance through a trip to hell

Feels like I am close to death, from always living on the edge

I have lost my way, lord please help me for I repent

I need mercy from above, I cannot do it by myself

My spirit has been broken to the core

I don't have reasons to live life anymore

Darkness is all I see in everything, my hopes have burned down to the floor

Twitching turning everywhere I go, they can all see that I'm not normal

In my head I hold memories that no soul could ever fathom

Feel misunderstood, like my pain is one that is so drastic

My life is a mess, and my past is nothing but tragic

Walking through the cold with no fear, nothing left to handle

I don't fear a thing I've seen it all, like I've reached the end

Of the tunnel but there is no light, darkness instead

What is next

Worst of everything is what I expect

Nothing more and nothing less

And thus I do confess