Chaotic Mind Lyrics

Finger bones itching

Heart beat unnatural

Close my eyes I try to sleep

I see satanic sigils spinning

When I move I want to vomit

Flashing loudly in my head

My breath is running out I'm dead

I cannot get on my legs

They keep cracking when I move them

It's been days and I'm bed ridden dreaming of my death

Cough antidote overdose I've been laying dead in a trance

Nobody knows that I'm not functioning anymore

Constantly hearing knocks on my door

I might just run away

And bury myself in the mud

I shall take my life since this world is far way too fucked

I ran out of luck, cannot ever try to save myself

But destroy it instead

My feet sunk in the depths of hell

I try to cry for help but they only look

As I slowly lose the spark of sanity left in me

Raped in the nightmares I see, I have never been free

Something is taking over my head, and has gained power over me

God I beg you save me

Take me right off this all forsaken Earth

As I take shelter in this bed, I'm eaten alive from this hurt

Lately contemplating suicide

The weight of waking up everyday is not bearable

My mask of sanity is slipping away from me slowly

And soon they're gonna realize that I'm not right in the head

I pray and wish that I was dead

I'm truly a mess

I destroy everything I touch, then I get depressed