Dreaming Lyrics

Let me tell you why, why I've got a reason

Why I'm so committed, why I keep breathing

Why I'm so consciously careful with every web I'm weaving

Why every single record I make has a deeper meaning

There was a time, when all I ever knew was quitting

I'd toss the plate before I even got to the filling

Quit building a legacy before I got to the ceiling

Quit paying attention, I was rhyming but I had no reason

I found myself constantly killing myself

Then turn around and ask why I've gotten bad health

The fear and anxiety inside of me never helped

Never speaking up and just taking whatever's left

Being petrified, just hiding inside the crowd

But my colors would change when the pressure got loud

I had those moments to be great but I'd opt out

What should I do now? What can I do now?

Only gonna be here once, so imma make it last

And I'm working till I'm numb, and I ain't living fast

All the good things I'm scheming

When I close my eyes dreaming

Only gonna be here once, so imma make it last

And I'm working till I'm numb, and I ain't living fast

All the good things I'm scheming

When I close my eyes dreaming

Life can be so misleading when trying to find a meaning

You read between the lines in every single sign your seeing

We chase ourself in circles, just trying to find a reason

But hope resides in those that will keep dreaming

I been in peace everyday since I focused

Laid down the path and had some devotion

Lead foot on the gas instead of just coastin'

Applyin' a cast where I'm broken

I never really had no price to pay

I thought it was over, but I found my way

I got myself sober, and in faith I prayed

I looked to the sky and inside it paved

The path that I needed to destroy my demons

And in an agreement I went up to Jesus

The fact that I'm breathing should be an achievement

Cuz y'all could be grieving if I stopped believing

I was almost a dead man it gave me a reason

Only gonna be here once, so imma make it last

And I'm working till I'm numb, and I ain't living fast

All the good things I'm scheming

When I close my eyes dreaming

Only gonna be here once, so imma make it last

And I'm working till I'm numb, and I ain't living fast

All the good things I'm scheming

When I close my eyes dreaming