Distant ft. Ron B Lyrics

How can I express all the things that I feel

When it gets suppressed and they telling me chill

I am a mess and I can't even deal

This here depression is getting to real

I had invested my time enough

Into those who regret they done let me go

It ain't a question on how I was

Whatever you did and said is set in stone

Yea we could always forgive

Fair enough but we never forget

Deep inside yeah it hurt ever since

Why do I feel so worthless again

(Shit) The damage is done you won

You made me tap in the one I've become

All of these bandages sums it

How do I manage to still love how I love

It be so hard to stay mentally focused

Damn now I'm starting to picture and notice

Go through the motions I'm sick of emotions

Guess I got a heart that is meant to be in broken

Some situations aren't as easy to see

Sit you down wake you out the deepest sleep

Lay in my bed as I sit there and think

Somehow you gotta get up on your feet

Days without sleep and I'm barely eating

At anxiety's peak now I'm rarely speaking

Nothing prepared me for all of this pain

And no one is there to see it

I'm downing the bottle

While I'm drowning my sorrows

And I'm smoking alone

Im going full throttle

Will I make it tomorrow

Shit I don't even know

(Aye)

Look

I'm not the type to admit I'm wrong

I just like to write sad songs

Too headstrong

Then I start to wonder why

All my friends either dead or gone

It's not a problem though

Especially when I have over come all these obstacles

Ima let'em know

I hope I'm remembered for everything I've done

When it's my time to go

I'll work it out Bring back to the basics

All of the skeletons that be living in my basement

I could clean up but I cannot erase it

No matter what I do I gotta cover all my bases

What is the deal

I got one hand on the wheel

Other one holding the steel

I'll keep it real

Don't give a fuck how you feel

Get up go get you a mil

You can run it up and decide if you wanna stay

Im gonna double it and then I'll give it away

Focus on the reason why I been trynna maintain

Yeah this shits gotta change I've been feeling real strange

No need to be looking for me you know I stay

You could find me buried on the East of the Veg

In a place where the sun don't shine and the clouds stay gray

And it's all fogged up cause it rains all day

You might think I'm not with shits

Ima empty out the full clip

Even when I'm out hanging with my kids

Cause that's when I'm the most dangerous

Now I'm Downing a bottle

And I'm drowning my sorrows

I'm smoking alone

Im going full throttle

Will I make it tomorrow

Shit I don't even know

(Whoa)