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From the jumpy jump

Turn the beat up

T, turn the beat up in my headphones

Look

How could anybody look at you and simply walk away

I've been trynna wrap my head around the fact that I'm to blame

But no matter what I do these things will never stay the same

I'm ashamed for feeling guilty that my worlds about to change

So when I wake up in the morning I'm feeling a bit distorted

I live most of my life like a track that's been pre-recorded

Even now there's still a couple of things that I've been getting sorted

But I'll always make the time for the things that are most important

To think that I am in control when all I wanna do is cry

How am I suppose to know if I'm even really alive

Through the winter I don't want to do a single thing but hide

Give me comfort to remove what has been killing me inside

So tell me does it make me selfish for wanting to take a dive

Nah It just makes me grateful for being able to strive

I'll never throw you aside

My love I can never hide

I'll bury my pride

For those little baby brown eyes

I'll be the best that I could be and even though I feel complete

It's really difficult for me but I promise l'll never leave

See I know how it feels to be alone and cause of what I've seen

I'd never wish that type of pain upon another human being

You can hate me all you want but I'm just trynna get the truth across

This is the most comfortable way that I can truly talk

So do not judge me when I tell you that I'm feeling lost

I'm just trynna gather all my thoughts and lock them in a box

Remember days when I was getting jumped and they would take my socks

Pick the homies up with bare feet be creeping down the block

Speech impediments I have a slight stutter when I talk

Doesn't help my situation when in trouble with the cops

Now that I have all this knowledge, I'm suppose to make some progress?

How I'm working on it but I still see nothing in my wallet

And with everything that's pilling up It make me want to vomit

Ima just being honest but I'll never leave and that a promise