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Tell me, what are you feeling after the tragic loss of your parents

I honestly feel so alone and fucked up

Seeing the stuff my mom went through really messed with my head

My mom was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer August 16, 2023

The doctors gave her six months to live

She passed away January 29, 2024

My dad passed away not even a full month later, February 27, 2024

Doctors said he passed away from a broken heart

I guess he couldn't really live without her

I am so sorry that you and your siblings had to go through such tragedy in such a short time

I appreciate it

Have you taken any medications for depression or anxiety

I don't take any medications at all

How are you coping with the loss of your parents

My family definitely makes things better

I honestly have been working a lot, just trying to stay busy

I work 10-hour shifts at my nine-to-five, and then when I get off work, I work on my music

Has your music helped you in any way with your emotions and feelings

Music has been my only outlet

I feel like I haven't even grieved the loss of my mother

Having to lose both of your parents so closely seems unreal

The pain is something I can't describe to anyone

It was different when my brother Eli passed away

I couldn't even pick up a pen to write anything

Now I'm writing constantly, and it's all about my parents

Your parents are proud of you, Mr. Martinez

I could see your parents were very strong people

They raised a great family