On The Line ft. RMR Lyrics

Drowning all my feelings and I'm lost up in my thoughts

Keep on saying that it's nothing but in mind I got a lot

Stressing over work, got me running all these doubles

But a man can never vent, so I drink away my trouble

Living to the fullest, never letting off the throttle

Cause no one understands how hard you really got it

When you gotta be a man, it's for my kids' sake

No matter how much pressure, I can never fold the brake

Although underneath, I crumble

Letting out a roar like a lion in the jungle

Cause I'm hurting, I'm in pain

But no one ever noticed, so it bubble in my brain

But I struggle through the silence, I try to learn what love is

Cause all I know is violence, keep it moving through the notions

Solid on the outside, but inside I got emotions

Wild like an ocean, sometimes I wanna open

But I lock it with a key, cause it's supposed to be a G

Then I load it in a rhyme, cause sometimes you wanna talk

But nobody got the time, man I swear it's been a minute

I've been living on the line, but whenever someone ask

Always telling that I'm fine, I don't wanna bother mine

I just wanna never mind, if you feel you had enough

Call the suicide prevention line

I don't even wanna lie, you can look into my eyes

You can see all this pain that I'm hiding deep inside

Tryna juggle everything that be going on in my life

You don't even know the half of the shit that I've been through

Tryna get my life right, tryna live right

But my demons coming at me all fucking night

I won't ever give up, yeah my heart's broken

Lost my mom and dad within one month

Got my mind going crazy, yeah I feel so alone

Lost my brother Payne, yeah that shit is fucking wrong

Type of shit I seen, would've probably made you sick

I don't even wanna speak on it, it is what it is

Take it on the chain, yeah I gotta keep it moving

When you listen to my music, hope you can relate

Real ass homie with a whole lot of pain

Fuck all you fakes and fuck all you snakes, I'm out

I know we live in a world where men's mental health

Ain't always the top priority

But I just wanna say that you're not alone

I'm currently going through the most traumatic thing in my life right now

But that will not stop me

I've learned that if you have a support system

Family and friends

You gotta use them

Lean on them in the time of need

I know most of us were raised always to be strong

And always heard sayings like men don't cry

To wipe your tears and get up

I'm here to say that it is okay to cry

And to actually go through your feelings

It's okay to not be okay