4AM Lyrics

Late nights got me in my mind again

All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.

Staring at my phone cause I don't wanna let it go

So easy to drown myself in a world that I don't really want to know

Staring at the ceiling, hoping that this feeling goes away

Looking at the stars cause it feels like I broke apart yeah

Stuck at sea, my lifeline is slipping away

My grips tight but I fall beneath the waves

My life's like a maze all I hit are dead ends these days

I'm running and running out of ways

Let me explain

Everything I do seems to stand against me

People I love turn and then resent me

The only person doing that would be the man in the mirror

Yea that would be me confessing look

I'm a magician cause the people I love keep disappearing on me mysteriously

I don't understand people keep on telling me to look bigger

But I don't see the plan no

I wonder at the end of the day

When others go to bed do they stay up to pray?

Can they live with decisions they've made?

I can't because I know if I hurt someone like that I wouldn't look at my face

Late nights got me in my mind again

All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.

Staring at my phone cause I don't wanna let it go

So easy to drown myself in a world that I don't really want to know

Staring at the ceiling, hoping that this feeling goes away

Looking at the stars cause it feels like I broke apart yeah

Everytime that I go to write everything leaves

So all I can focus on is negativity

Constantly bothering me but I don't wanna hide

I just want to find relief, look

Running a race but late nights my mind misplaced

You're a mistake I tell myself, I know I'm plagued

Wish I could change that part of me

That's the part of me that finds it hard to see woo

It really gets to me these dark thoughts be testing me

They make a mess of me but I won't let them see

Me in a state declined put on my jetpack

And fly somewhere safe in my mind yeah

I pray to God but I don't put him first

It's like he's reaching out to comfort my hurt

But I'm too stubborn, I'm too troubled to learn

I feel puzzled and struggle to take me to church yeah

Late nights got me in my mind again

All these late nights make me hate life but it's only 4.A.M.