Hurting Lyrics

Emotions keep me up at night

Two a.m. and I'm still tryna figure out

Why does it hurt even after this time?

Thought I put all of it behind

Invincibility only happens when you learn what weakness means

When you learn to differentiate the difference between

Having problems and understanding what they really mean

I guess I'm at the weakest point I've ever been

Feelings number than medications could ever make me be

Gone is Anakin replaced by the machine

Old me would be panicking but now I don't care what others think

Gone is the feeling of joy in me

Maybe it will come back but right now its dead to me

Right now I don't even want the bottle to comfort me

I don't why I'm hurting

I don't know why I feel this way

Could be cause I'm yearning for a chance to change

I don't why I'm hurting

I don't know why I feel this way

Could be cause I'm yearning for a chance to change

Yeah a chance was all I got

But a chance isn't something that I wanna base my life off

I want loyalty but they weren't loyal to me

I want a friend to me

Not a stranger with memories

I don't really care about everything that you got

It means nothing if the heart is not

It means nothing if you are never gonna be there when the road is lost

You need someone to pick you up when you down

Not a person who is there for the clout

You need someone real not the face of a clown

Everyone wants someone but often gets drowned

In the way of the world

The hate in the world

The fate of the world

Too busy being stirred by the way of the word

The media doing anything to be heard

Take a step back for a minute from this earth

I don't why I'm hurting

I don't know why I feel this way

Could be cause I'm yearning for a chance to change

I don't why I'm hurting

I don't know why I feel this way

Could be cause I'm yearning for a chance to change

Yea I got a guardian angel

When I don't pray I feel unfaithful

But even when I do it seems I'm lacking something major

Then I just start yelling at the table

Eyes of the lord staring at me but I feel a stranger

Who am I to preach when I am a failure

Who am I to speak when I ignore danger

And ruin the image of the painter

I don't speak too hard on this topic

It is something I hate to have as a problem

But life ain't about liking everything and having a good time

It's also about being honest

So if you have a struggle and blame others for your troubles

Take a look in the mirror cause that's where the structure will collapse

If nothing is strengthened to withstand the attacks