My Heart Hurts Lyrics

My heart hurts in the worst possible way

My heart yearns for something to change

My heart hurts every moment of the day

My heart yearns to be broken free

I don't wanna live but I don't wanna die

I'm breathing air but it don't mean you're alive

I can't see because my heart is blind

I just bleed out all my thoughts into these lines

Everyone that lives gotta suffer

I guess that's part of life

She's got my number

She rang more than once I don't hear another

I don't wanna see another brother fall into the rubble when they lose a lover

They lose something

The world forces them change then gives them nothing

No one understands the pain

But then again no one really looks to see if they are doing ok

No one sees the inner decay

I'm stuck in the sea

There is only defeat

There is nothing to see

There is no one but me

Nothing but the hurt everyday

I want it to go away

I'm in a loop because my heart hurts

My heart hurts in the worst possible way

My heart yearns for something to change

My heart hurts every moment of the day

My heart yearns to be broken free

Yea I found myself staring in the mirror

I do that alot but the image aint getting clearer

In the mind is the battle and I'm losing the war

Fighting everyday but there's gotta be something more

I know I'm running from change

Yea I wonder how I even got into this place

When I was younger I had better days

I remember feeling something but that feeling of something has changed

I cannot see a way to escape

I just wanna sleep

I wanna dream

But I find myself reflecting on the things that I couldn't be

Instead I focus on negativity

Moving negatively down in the spiral that I have created for me

I read some letters that showed me I've been better

But it feels like whoever that person was is gone forever

A journey is never over because it's in these moments that define a person when they're hurting the most

My heart hurts in the worst possible way

My heart yearns for something to change

My heart hurts every moment of the day

My heart yearns to be broken free