Pale Blue Ghost Lyrics

When I try my best and I don't succeed

Then I try 50 other times, so inevitably

You're just gonna get so sick of me

That you'll never wanna speak to me again

I stay up all night waiting for your text

But nothing happens so instead

I get increasingly passive-aggressive

As I wonder if it's all in my head

I'm your pale blue needy ghost

I'm your pathetic paradoxical friend

I'm sitting outside your door

Waiting to be let in

I wonder if it was all a dream

Or some sort of surreal Lynchian reality

But I'm probably just delusional it seems

To keep thinking of you again and again

My mind is broken, haven't slept for days

I get startled by the sudden rays

Of a light that drives me into a haze

Of this crowded ridiculousness

I'm your pale blue needy ghost

I'm your paradoxically insane friend

I'm still waiting outside in the cold

Hoping to someday be let in

I'm your pale blue needy ghost

I'm someone you once considered a friend

I'm still freezing outside your door

But I will never be let in

Now that I've finished this song

With the hopes that you won't sing along

I just go back to square one

And start it all over again