A24 Horror Lyrics

I stay up all night and instead of getting any sleep

I lay down in my bed and watched scary movies

While thinking of what my life has become

And how much time I have left while I'm young

Sometimes I compare my very life

To movies I've seen because it only feels right

To have something to latch onto and be

Because nothing in life is really that interesting

And I'm getting this feeling that my life is becoming an A24 horror film

Like Beau I'm afraid of everything and it's weighing me down

Can you be the Willem Dafoe to my Robert Pattinson in The Lighthouse?

Or will you stuff me in a bear suit and light me on fire in a triangle house?

(Spoilers!)

I think I'm singing into an ethereal void

Where the only thing I hear back is the sound of my own voice

I fear the only person who digs my music is me

Every time I turn on my phone and record something to sing

And as I watch these depressing horror films

I wonder if there is even still

Some time to sort out this existential crisis inside

Or if I'm just gonna have more nights like tonight

And I'm getting this feeling like my life is becoming an A24 horror film

Like Pearl is just around the corner looking for fresh meat to chop down

I want to cry and scream like Toni Collette in Hereditary

But I'm just as dumb and careless as the characters in Bodies, Bodies, Bodies

And I'm getting this feeling like my life is becoming an A24 horror film

Like watching The Witch I'm feeling this lingering dread all around

Will you turn me into a walrus?

Or will I graphically give birth again and again as you just stand and watch?

(Spoilers again!)

Eventually, I fell into a deep sleep

At 4 a.m., but hey, it really is no small feat

When I woke up I thought yet again,

I should stop watching traumatizing shit before I go to bed

I like to think my life is directed by Ari Aster

But it's not, probably the contrary rather

Because this isn't a movie at all

It's real life, even if it's reflected in song