Kaput Realm ft. AYECHRIS Lyrics

I live in filtered whereabouts

Feeding off contraband material

I've been pushed to my limit

More than I could ever remember

Not a day goes by without

Having vile intentions

Twisted mental

Turning more depraved every single day

At a point I'm just gonna start to break

The sound of my head spinning

Let it ring, reality sink in

Already done had enough

I wanna end myself

Take me away from here

I will not survive the next wave

This is not a phase

Nihilistic thoughts in my subconscious

But I pray for my wellness

And it never stops

Suffering till end of plot

Feel like I'm inside a program

I'm not in my reality

I don't have control over myself

I can't deal with emotions anymore

I'm exhausted from it

Preference of hibernation

Till I heal inside

And comes the day that I await

Where I find myself in a tranquil state

Never have I thought

I would feel this depression

In my head thought I'd be saved

By a miraculous wind

So I light my torch

And inhale the smoke

Ease my nerves and go to sleep

Live life in a dream

Time flies but I stay still

I have nothing left to live for

My desires eventually

Throw me into my own realm

From a death hole, I resurrect my sense

For I lost myself and gotten depraved

This time I'm taking it all out of me

I wish for better days

Been trying to lead my own

Self to a better way

For inner peace, and better days