A Hell That Burns In My Head ft. AYECHRIS Lyrics

Crumbling freedom, surrounded by many evil

I'm withdrawing myself far from whatever I don't believe in

Just want to go back to sleep, but I'm haunted by many demons

I have reached the end of me, a bit later I won't be breathing

Why I got so many unsolved traumas, stuck in the middle of my head

Deep inside, I feel like I might do something that I'm gonna regret to myself

Wide awake I stay

During the night, suppressing this pain

Alone with my thoughts I'm left

Into a hell, that forever will burn in my head

Black under my eyes, I don't sleep now

Walls covered in blood and dancing shadows of demons that prey

Latching on me, not letting me live, continuously

Now I sit developing some more self destroying tendencies

I am not the same, now I see everything in such a different way

Something scary is happening inside of me, leading me astray

Anxiety increasing, by time as I keep on breathing

When I'm all up in my head it feels like I'm 'rounded by demons

When is it all gonna end? I'm always constantly asking myself

Everyday living, slowly dying out, the life that I possess

So confused, twitching turning

Casting curses under my breath

Digging myself in deeper down a hole that I cannot get out of

And so I lay and wait

For time to go by and hate

My existence solely for the purpose of my expression

But I feel like I'm gonna end up in a deep state of depression

One that never ends, until I just end myself off