A Moment of Resolve Lyrics

I'm wearing ripped blood-soaked linens

Incomparable, metal-wielding

Welding my words with a pen of my inner

Most tucked away complicated feelings

Hard to interpret, crippled in my spirit

Middle finger kissing

Double digits on the monitor

Checking my heart's tempo

I'm the lonely wanderer

Wilderness walking westward

Woes and lost in my thoughtfulness

Not optional, making it out the ends

With my heart intact

Curves and bends, on the stream

Dodging my depressed self

Best kept secrets

Dwelling in the back of my mind

Fallen watch the avalanche slide

Bottle of the sacramental wine

Hold credence in my faith to the Lord

I know Jesus died, and God shaped time

But I can't see where his hands are in my life

Sometimes, inadequate in my own eyes

That's a lie

Most days, I feel like a waste of breath

A waste of space

A wasted mess

Most days, I feel like my prayers left

Fated death

Blatant lead

Grateful that I got hands to hold me up

Need support from the people in my corner while on Earth

The pen is my therapy, and words are my best asset

Fabricated, plastic, artificial status

Spastic ideas of my half-baked madness

Thank God he gave me something to keep up with my one-track mind

First or sixth gear is all I know, rolling on a high or a low

Treading or swimming through the ocean

No in-between

Boastful of my deeds

Humbled on my knees

By the grace of Holy

Sowing my seeds

Reaping and I eat

On the meat of

Steel steeds

Iron lines dripping like my bloodstream

Pipeline to a dark reality that's crashing in on me

Vibrant colors of my personality and love that's guiding

Hopefully to peace.

All I show is love

All I know is love

All I got is love

But I hate myself

Always hate myself

Always doubt my worth

Always worry more

But I got love for the world

Every person, every moment everybody needs someone

And I hope to be a beacon of retreat for those that need it

I know no one needs to fight on their own

So, God, have patience with me because you know I'm trying

So, God, I trust that this is all part of living out loud

So, God, thank you for the words to help me never back down

So, God, thank you for a second chance at showing how loved I am

And in hand... how loved everyone is