SWiRLiN' Lyrics

Swirling and spinning, kaleidoscope imagery

Evokes feelings of bittersweet memories

Timing isn't everything

Rhyming isn't healing, but its therapy

Crying doesn't fix a damn thing for me presently

Pressed, depressed, and heaviness in my chest

Swirling in my memory bank

Searching for my happiness

Searching my past tense

Like it'll help with my present-day actions

Put my best foot forward

But what if I'm walking backward

Not enough time to think about that in this moment

I lack words to acknowledge my own damn worth

A cracked skull,

Leak endorphins on the lab floor

Woefully apparent that I'm sad

Damn. what the hell for?

In a moment of despair is when I act tough

Procure revere but can't account for

Self-love

Closed up

Closed off

Thoughts are aloft

Wander the stars

Wonder my heart

Stalling to start

Pushing off the top of my enraged facade

Ripping off my skin as a sacrifice to God

Swirling in my own mind

I get lost in her eyes

Oddly enough I feel safe in my solitude

Sometimes

Keep it a buck, all raw, authentic

But is it a lie?

Am I alright?

Always staying inside. I need to go outside

But I'm swirling in my own mind

Swirling and spinning, kaleidoscope imagery

Evokes feelings of bittersweet memories

Timing isn't everything

Rhyming isn't healing, but its therapy

Crying doesn't fix a damn thing for me presently

Swirling through a daze of emotions

I think I liked it better when I was blind

Swirling through my days but staying devoted

To what? I guess we'll see in time