STONES-THROW-AWAY Lyrics

I'm a stone's throw away from being a vagabond

I'm a half step away from escaping through grace from God

A hateful heart aches from the pain of holding on

To mistakes, unknown outcomes scaring my mind straight

I'm a stone's throw away

Both varieties of pain

Personal and inflicted

Scared of my own sobriety

Lonely thoughts get to kicking

Both varieties of grace

Some given some taken

They come at the right time

Sending prayers up to Yah livid

But is my anger righteous?

Is the fight I'm in defined by my own plights that

I get myself into from entertaining my temptations?

From enabling my own worldly, devious inclinations

Invariable difference to my hasty decision making

At least on the surface, I have hidden urges baking

Underneath, inside.

Used to sit and stew on thoughts of suicide

Ideations fleshed out and my skin ripped.

How'd I get here?

Where'd I come from?

When is the next drop?

How's my heart?

Where's the love?

Feel miles away from the top

I'm a stone's throw away from being a vagabond

A half step away from escape through grace from God

A hateful heart aches from the pain of holding on

To mistakes, unknown outcomes scaring my mind straight

I'm a stone's throw away

Seem to hold my breath and wait when fear is in control

Seem to hold my eyes shut until I bleed out all my pores

Always on the road to nowhere

Full throttle leaving behind all of my own dreams

Hopefully, the only loathing is for me

Moping in my woes and worries through the days

Makes it hard to sleep

Hard to wake

Hard to keep pace with the day to day

In the ocean anxious for another break

I'm a stone's throw away from the shore

I'm a stone's throw away from the throne

I'm a stone's throw away from the old me

Holy moly, only twenty-one,

Posing with two middle fingers up

Gave it two thumbs down, mediocre artist from a nothing town

Full of nothing words,

Hard to grow out of dry ground

Need to plug into the source

Because I'm a stone's throw away from the shore

I'm a stone's throw away from hope

I'm a stone's throw away