S.Y.N.H Lyrics

Somethings in the air right now

And It's been clouding my mind to the extent that I don't care to find out

What's happening it's healthy to be scared right now

But this pressure is winning it ain't a fair fight

Now I'm broken down to my knees, on the edge of defeat

I'm about to concede, there's a ledge I can see

Would I drown in deceit, because the ending is bleak

I hear the sound of a beat, the real exit is me

Putting everything I have into something with expression

Cause Growing up I never had the strength to learn a lesson

So every time I had to face a moment of depression

I would push it to the side until turned into aggression

The rage built up from being isolated cultivated

Into a solid barricade not knowing that the wall that I built to be protective

Was actually the main reason I was so defective, and now I'm singing

Take it slow, so you understand

Which way to go, in this unknown land now

Hold my hand, while you watch me go

Just so you know, what it feels like to miss

Something you never had

And I been steady counting all my blessings

But now I'm running low it's got my heart in a recession

But can't nobody help me so I'm asking you the question tell me

What I'm posed to do when I just don't believe in heaven

There's no better life for me in the end

I can't change what I believe there's no need to pretend

I'm in pain and my mama telling me to repent

But I could never bow my head to a thing I resent, so

What do I do? Gimme a hint or a clue, somebody show me the proof

Look at the view, isn't it beautiful who

Could have invented it? You wanna assume

Everything started from nothing and no one ignited the fuse

Tell me the truth, bet you were feeling invincible but you were really abused

By nothing but my own my mistakes

Sometimes it feels like the place I'm meant to go is to waste

I got a pulse, mind and body control the pace

My hearts fine but I need to give my soul a break so imma

Take it slow, so you understand

Which way to go, in this unknown land now

Hold my hand, while you watch me go

Just so you know, what it feels like to miss

Something you never had

It feels like I'm reaching out all for nothing

Talking bout, preaching doubt was I bluffing

I don't wanna leave with out saying something

I'm blissful and telling how you I don't trust it

I can see it coming

But I'm too insecure to be, completely sure I won't love it

Press the button, and now I'm singing

Take it slow, so you understand

Which way to go, in this unknown land now

Hold my hand, while you watch me go

Just so you know, what it feels like to miss

Something you never had

Something you never had

Something you never had

Something you never had