The Life You Made Lyrics

The big bad wolf's back in the business

Had to take a little break for me to get back into fitness

I'm sad if you missed it

Honestly I've had it with stigmas

Niggas loved the Black Jacket so I'm glad I was vicious

All that I heard was the sounds of my critics

Every word made my howling implicit

Keeping my verbs and my nouns efficient

My self worth hit the ground and I'm feelin

A little disturbed a little bit down with the sickness, fuck it mask on

The fucking mad dog's tired as shit

Tryna shoulder all the weight that I was dying to lift

My approach was hit the gas like I was driving a whip

But all that smoking shit don't last and being high ain't a fix, for me

I sat the bowl down to think for a minute

Plateaued now I'm leaning on gimmicks

I'm exposed but I'm reaching my limit

I'm a loner but I'm seeking commitment like

Could you give me advice? Like

Where the fuck they do that at

Where the fuck they do that at

Nigga where the fuck they do that at

Now everybody saying, let love happen on it's own

Don't worry about the chase go find your happiness alone

I'm trying to make a plan for a future that's unknown

So am I wasting time, swiping pictures on my phone

Cause every now and then, I might get lucky

I know at least she don't think that I'm ugly

We get to texting back and forth and then it's turned into a daily thing

Then she came over made me dinner and I payed for drinks

Fast forward, the chemistry was there like no other

We both like watching anime and hugging under covers

We like each other's friends and we met each other's mothers

It's been some months now do I tell her that I love her

Well fuck it I ain't got nothing to lose and

She ain't gotta say it back I'm just speaking my truth

She said I'm happy that you told me cause I'm feeling the same

But next month I'll be moving to away, like

Where the fuck they do that at

Nigga where the fuck they do that at

Like where the fuck they do that at

She said I want to make it work but we gon' need a plan

To maintain this long distance thing if we can

You'll get no pressure from me I would never force your hand

But this degree is worth me leaving I hope you understand

This woman damn near perfect

And I'm just sitting here debating with myself like

Man is it worth it? My biggest struggle is I can't take risks

But at the same time regretting opportunities missed like who

Does that I know where the loves at

Maybe I should pack my bags and leave and never come back

Maybe I should crawl before I run like I'm a Rugrat

Maybe I'm exhausted to the point they think my lungs black

Maybe I been alone for so long a crumb of potential

Made me psych myself out, maybe the problem is mental

Take a chance on one dream and miss out on another

Fuck it, let me go and hit up my brother

Because he moved to New York without a dollar tryna make it in movies

Now he on the big screen and got a show that he shooting

Still a father and a teacher plus he got into music

I called him up asked him how does he do it

He said it all comes down to my faith

But I know that really ain't your way

I don't wanna get into that debate but don't

Give up on this life that you made for a chick out of state

Cause she like anime? Nigga where the fuck they