Feel Nothing Lyrics

I don't wanna feel like I'm broken and fading away

I just want this pain to be over and I want it to change

Thought my heart would be yours

But you don't want it no more

Running my hand through my hair

Can we argue less?

I feel like that's all we're doing these days

Yeah making a mess creating this stress

I don't really need another problem

I just need a person who's honest

I don't wanna have to go back home

And think about all the things that you promised yeah

Face down in the bed hoping that this pain in my head can fade

Eyes closed tryna drown out the negative thoughts at the end of the day

Too tired to get up and face the late night conversation

It's crazy how love can turn into hatred

Say that you love me but don't

You say that you want me but don't

Wanna go and answer your phone

You want me to leave you alone, ok

There's days where I feel that to

Sometimes I go under the waves when I'm in the blue

I say this cause

I don't wanna feel like I'm broken and fading away

I just want this pain to be over and I want it to change

Thought my heart would be yours

But you don't want it no more

You wanted to keep it real but only when it suits you

I see how it is tryna tell me I'm not gonna understand

But never say what the problem is yeah

I learnt my left from right

I know this cause you left one night

And if we ever disagreed I was never right

So I took everything you said in stride

Look you want me to listen but you don't wanna hear my words

Every single time that I try tell you I'm hurt

You flip the conversation

And tell me I'm not listening

And tell me it's not Christian

I should've realized I was not ready

To be in that position yeah

I spent many days, many weeks, many months, even years

Tryna find my feet, tryna find a peace yeah

Let me guess you want to be friends

Had man already and ready start again

Just needed a reason to end

Well you got what you wanted

You said that you wanted time I'm hearing a lie

Went to therapy but never once told me what's going on in your mind?

How do I trust someone who trusts another more than I? Yeah

How do I heal a heart that feels lied to?

I don't wanna feel like I'm broken and fading away

I just want this pain to be over and I want it to change

Thought my heart would be yours

But you don't want it no more